Lost in a daydream.

Since I can't sleep, I shall resort to talking to myself here. It helps to sort out my thoughts anyway (my brain is a confuse mass of cells).

1. Too free over the summer holidays

I am really bored when I stay home. I check instagram, twitter & facebook so frequent that it feels like everyone else has a daily task except for me. But when I'm out with friends, I honestly feel super tired & zoned out. Like I just want to sit down. Sometimes I don't even know/can't even control what I'm saying. Perhaps I've adapted to my sedentary lifestyle ever since exam prep. Interestingly, working is the least mentally exhausting task. I want to earn more money so that I can bake/dress up more!

2. Fashion

I feel super kiddy & passé recently. I do not feel that I look "cool" in any of the coordinates that I pieced together anymore. Is this the transition phase that we had when we were turning from kids to teenagers? Am I in the final stage of becoming a woman? Halp! I want to be confidant of myself.

3. Camps

Please come quickly. Haze & UV go away!

4. Health

I need to sleep longer & at the right timing. My eyes are freaking painful everyday before I sleep & after I wake up. My stomach always hurts when I eat too much or when I starve myself so that I could gorge myself later. So I'm constantly in pain WTF? 

Okay. I will eat more frequently in smaller portions. But that's so hard because I like to feast but not snack.

I need to exercise! My blood circulation flows slower than my mucus I bet. Numbness all the time! >:/ Plus I need my bones & muscles to bulge at the right places and my cores to rein my adipose in.